The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams

I think what I miss most about being in a steady relationship is the underlying certainty that at the end, no matter how horrible this day treats you, no matter how absolutely unhappy you are with the way your friends and family are behaving towards you, no matter how harsh the week has been, you know that theres someone who, for the moment at least, has made you their world and them your own, and youre somehow in a protected bubble, despite the flaws (and arguably, maybe because of the flaws), inspite of the imperfections, and it just helps you get through the day just a little bit more, with the bonus touch of love.

I miss the knowledge that theres someone you can turn to and in a weird sort of way, you know youre walking through your lives together. I miss being held and understood and I miss having someone I know thru and thru.

So despite whats happening to you, your grades are currently slipping, your mother is unhappy, your life isnt going exactly the way you want it to, theres another body out there that doenst know exactly what youre feeling, but its willing to try.

Of course, I could just miss kissing, but lets pretend for a moment that Im beyond that shallow need now.

On another note, this weeks been harsh, and Ive been at the brink of tears from exhaustion but I just think of the bigger picture, my graduation, my degree, my future, my career, my life past university, and I guess thats where I draw my strength from. I will not break down again.

But I suppose a hug would not have been all that unwelcome right now.