when a woman who always has something to say is silent, her silence can be deafening

Whenever I read my fellow bloggers sites, I somehow feel so inept.

The bad thing about me is my inability to accept that there are things I can't change, no matter how harsh the reality is that it just has to stay that way and yes, not change.

Sometimes, you see, I believe with my whole heart that there are things that *can* be changed. It takes just one person to change things, and as someone wise once said, it takes one brave person to be the change that they wish to see in the world. And I wish to see a lot of changes, and maybe I cant reach the world just yet, I can at least attempt to reach my university.

At the same time though, I know I know I know I know Im stretching myself too much for it to be healthy. I hate that for me to feel fulfilled, I have to stretch myself to my limits. Its like, not only must I attempt to have satisfactory academic marks, Im also pressuring myself to excel in extracurriculars, student council, have a social life and get enough sleep all at once. WHY do I never get that in college, you cant have social, academics and sleep? Its always two of the three, never all three.

This has left me very much exhausted.

In other news, this year kicked off pretty cool. Its strange that its already the end of March and I reeeeeaaally havent written anything really worth reading about.

My dear readers, btw, I have this feeling that love karma is biting me in the butt, and boy is it a pain.