It was the sort of happy ending that tied up everything neatly and never actually turned up in real life, where endings, if they happened at all, were messy, and love wasn't always rewarded or punished: sometimes it just faded away into the background, part of the great clamoring mass of unanswered questions that eventually you just had to learn to live with if you wanted to grow up.

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So after a few days of holding my breath, I can breath again. Cleared summer units, have obtained all my needed textbooks, enrolled and registered for the new semester, rearranged my room, helped in the orientation of new students and quite possiblyh scarred some of them for life ;)settled comfortably in the student council office and meetings, have rekindled old friendships and brushing up with the new and so far, 2006 seems to be treating me very well.

So far.

My room is absurdly clean for perhaps the first time in my life.

And love life aside, its like at the end of the day, the parties and the fun and the laughter, its all meaningless little ditties and maybe we'll smile and perhaps we'll flirt and we'll dance and we'll laugh but its all in vain and we all know itll all end up crashing and burning into nothingness by tomorrow.

I really do hope we all have a rocking 2006.