Shh. I dont want the dawn to hear

Well, its been a while since my last blog. Heya Emily and Amilyn. I actually have visitors! :P

For some reason, caffeine just doesnt doit for me anymore. Thats bad news. I need a new vice.

International nite actually was everything I expected it to be, inthe respect that everything that could possibly go wrong did go wrong, such as drinks running out, low turn out, performers coming late, audio nt working well, audience not reacting to the emcees which had me taking over, the flags falling, the other council members being MIA during the setup and cleanup..It wasnt what youd call a disaster but it was pretty much close to one.

But its done, its past. I was glad for the support from those who actually wore traditional costumes, and as it was the first time it ever happened in my university, it wasnt so bad. But suck, it did, and its a learning experience.

Lets leave it at that.

In other news,Im very happy as I can now go online from home. Theres wireless connection that my laptop is all up for, but is stupid, in the sense, that it can only be used outside the house. Ah. Mosquitoes are eating me. I should start smoking just to blow the mozzies away.Hee, I have such a kickass connection. Sometimes. It wavers from bad to good.

Its the holiest week of the Catholic calendar, and I havent done anything at allfor it. I havent been respecting the Lent season or even gone for confession. I dont know whats up with me, religious wise, lately. Its like I do believe in God, thats not even a question, but I dont understand why everything else related just makes me feel numb. I hope I snap out of this soon.

Its funny how I procrastinate on shaving my legs when I know Im the only one whos going to be touching them.Dont look at my legs differently now.

I think no girl should exit her house without at least a dab of powder, a slick of lipgloss and eyeliner.

You know, Ive never complained about my university or town Im in, as Ive never felt tired of it before, but right now, for some reason, I do. I just feel so done with it all. Ive reached a plateau where Im tired of the people and the place and the dramas and the never ending wave of gossip that sucks you in.Im glad I have good friends and housemates, but other than them and a few random people, I could honestly tell you right now, I dont care about anything else (aside from studies, but thats a given), and this shows in how I cage myself studying or online in the council office and dont spend time in the cafe as much anymore. Its like Ive lost the gung ho lets be everyones friend mentality I used to have. I mean, dont get me wrong, I love people, always will, but now,Im..losing that.Maybe coz Im older. Or more content with life.

I dont know whats wrong with me, or maybe its finally something right.