"..nothing is permanent. Especially people. Strangers become friends. Friends become lovers. Lovers become strangers. Strangers become friends once more, and over and over."

-Megan Mcafferty, Charmed Thirds

Brunei will always remain Brunei, and theres just something about going back that I cant put my finger on, but it just...rubs me the wrong way. And I guess though a large part of my childhood and adolescence, my entire life really, was spent there, its not really home anymore.

Most awkward medical questions ever asked to me have to be whether Im pregnant and whether Im sexually active, not the questions themselves, but how strange they sound coming from a little old (literally old) doctor.

I feel like if I said yes, they would topple over in shock. It would be funny to see that.

It is so bloody ironic that my current lack of sleep and high amounts of stress has resulted in a subtle weight loss, which is yay (but will probably pile on again when Im destressed) , and yet is punctuated by a hideous skin breakout.

Not that my skin was all peaches and cream before, but I didnt realise the extent of the problem until I was pasting an old Nov 2005 picture of myself onto a form last Friday. My skin was so clear in comparison to lately, and I realised I had to do something about it. So I did what I never thought I'd do, I stepped into a dermatologists office and came out with facial wash, pills and some drying out gel, all which cost me a small fortune on my student budget, money which could go to supeficial things, you understand, like blue margheritas (which are my current obsession but Ill be back on baileys soon enough), unnecessary but still prettiful beauty products and books, among other things.

You can all check on my skins clarity in about two weeks and if it remains the same or gets even worse, please join me in the thereafter stabbage of a certain dermatologist.

To keep up with the theme of some of the blog entries Ive read lately, I hate that while Im losing inches off my hips and yes, breasts, my stomach remains, and I suppose I must now attempt to conquer that with much dreaded exercise *shudder*.

Wow, my entries have become very silly lately.