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YAY! I love Sister Hazel!!! :P I do! I do!!!

Hey, guess what world, Im back in Brunei.

Shout out to RON for helping me pack up my computer, Zabihah for keeping some stuff, and especially to Sam, for helping me carry my stuff down! He was such an angel!! I couldnt have done it without him! *dramatic tear* :)

On my last few days, it was very cool. I spent time talking to people and saying goodbye to those leaving Curtin for good (YANI! SAM! JACK! CHELSIA! EHON! SITI! NO!!!!) and those of us gonna be seeing each other next semester, well, *HUGS TIGHT*

And its the end of my first year of uni? yay?

We even had a goodbye party for darling GIG aka EHON's DEVILS head, EHON. IM GONNA MISS THAT PIGGIE SO MUCH :( It was SO sweet. I cried! But I think I cried with laughther when Sam, Ron and Ehon all were um, forced to go into the lake. hahaha! But then they retaliated by hugging us girls and Im telling ya, that wasnt pretty :P

Next semester I have no idea where im gonna be living. in a house or at dorms, its all shake up at the management with wanting to move international students whove been living at the hostels for over a year out. and the hostels have basically been my home for the past two years, with me more or less calling the people there family. so if we all do move out, i dont know what its gonna be like, living in houses.

I have a potential housemate, Zabihah, for over at Curtin Village. We'll see how it goes.

Today was my dad's 54th birthday and he stumbled in in crutchs and his leg is in a cast. but in the past few days ive been home, he hasnt uttered or evoked a sound of pain or complaint, though the pain is etched in his face. makes me feel guilty for all the bad ive thought of himover the years. he's so strong.

slowly we're changing roles from caregiver to caretaker and vice versa and im not sure how that makes me feel.

My brothers and I hung out the other day, buying gifts for my dad and cutting their hair. It was cool. My brothers are so cool.

Im not telling anyone in brunei im back just yet. I need family time. :)

Im thinking of volunteering at the church next month just coz.

And im also thinking of, first year after uni, i take a year off and do voluntary christian missionary work. It might be more rewarding than i know. I used to want so badly to evangelise and my spiritual life has been lacklustre over the past few years and well, that part of my life needs rekindling.

And yeah, now the television is tempting me. :)

Just one thought. As inevitable as change is, it must happen. Its part of life.

But sometimes I just wish life would come equipped with the pause button or rewind button :/