I survive on the breath you are finished with~ John Mayer

I just cant wait for this semester to be over and done with.

Its been zipping by so fast, its hard to comprehend that yes, its been 3 months since the semester began, 10 months since I turned 18, and 2 months until I'm 19.

I feel really old all of a sudden, and I mean that at a physical, emotional and mental level. No, not really mature at all (i can profess that i beat even 5 year olds at littlekiddoms). But its like I feel Ive done everything there is to do around here and maybe Im just waiting for some miracle to occur to get me out of here.

Going through the motions, playing that old part.

Dont get me wrong. I have wonderful friends, i love my life.

But Im just at that point where I'm looking for something more, and for the life of me, I dont know what that something is.