We must be willing to get rid of the life we've planned so as to have the life thats waiting for us
Maybe your luck has changed
Settle down
Maybe I'm just deranged
And on the rebound
Maybe love was the thing
Holding me back from all
Maybe I'm just the thing
To break my own fall

Black Tangled Heart - Silverchair

Well the weekend was fun and I did things I should not blog about, should my family ever stumble upon this blog. I kid. Wholesome. yes. *shifty eyes*

Yesterday was September 11, and I suppose it had four seperate meanings for me, and years from now, two of those meanings will still echo in me years on.

Firstly and most obviously, it is the remembrance of 9/11, and to me, thats significant because it was the first time America was put into a position that countries in Africa and Asia face every day. And it was no less tragic.

Secondly, it was the day I had to change my contact lenses. Monthly disposable ones. Every 11th. Ive lost my glasses, and even then, those glasses are fitted with lenses that I had on when I was 11.

Thirdly, it was the day of the Curtin Carnival. Thats right, my uni had a carnival, which, to me, was disappointing as it didnt have a bouncer. But other than that, there was food aplenty, games, fun and performances and the campus was more lively in those few hours than its ever been any other day. I was hoping to win the mega prize of an Ipod Mini, but alas, it wasnt to be.

Finally, had the boy and I not broken up, it would have been our 3rd month together. Dont get me wrong, I dont want him back, no no. Im still hurt by what happened and I have so many what ifs and how comes in my head that will probably never be answered. All Im saying is fact. It would have been our 3rd month and while a part of me is hurting about the loss of that wonderful relationship in my life, the rest of me is slowly but surely coming to terms with not being in it anymore. Ill be fine, people.

Other than that, yeah.

Im good.

Except you know. Mid sems coming up. Grr. Arrgh

And Ehon. He came to Miri!! Words cant express my thrill. =D